Note: I posted this a couple of days ago... it never showed up on Facebook... let's try this again
Defrosted yet? Me neither. I can barely contain myself, when it comes to thoughts of Spring. Working and living in the same building sounds like a good thing? - right? In this weather - no outdoor commute, warm and toasty... Nope. Except for a few forays into the arctic for necessities (some would say a trip to a theater was a necessity!); I've been almost a 'shut-in'. No, not even a walk with my Canine Companion. He pokes his nose outside the door, and makes a hasty retreat to use the papers. It actually takes more time to dress for the cold and leash him up, than time spent outside. I crave a good walk, without the chance of frostbite. I hope February, just around the corner, provides more temperate days - let's say, oh.... maybe at the freezing mark!
Geez! One phrase - "cabin fever".
So, I haven't written much, because I've been busy. Good to be busy, just a lot of 'rush' jobs - it takes a toll after a few in a row. I get uber focused on work, sometimes. I still have work in house, it's just not marked 'rush'; gives me time to breathe. I thought I might throw down a couple of thoughts, while time is on my side.
To all you horticulturalists, that have been waiting with baited breath (she says facetiously), to find out whether or not my tulips have bloomed; the answer is: no. However, I do still have hope.
As you can see they have grown quite a bit since the last update. Originally, I was hoping they'd have taken off by Thanksgiving. Or was it Halloween, yeah, I think it was. Missed the mark, even Xmas was a bust. So, I turned to my Mom, "Madame Green Thumb", for advice. She told me that 'tulips were tricky', especially ones that were forced in a pot, in the first place. The fact that they poked through the soil, didn't mean they would acually bloom. She told me that tulips needed a 'cold spell' - I think in the weather we've had the past month or so, sitting beside the cold window, is 'spell' enough! I may just be right, the colder it got, the the taller they grew, with two new shoots poking through, too. The new shoots are growing even faster than the earlier ones. Nature is amazing. Just when you think you had the routine down, everything changes. I make no holiday predictions for the tulips this time... if they bloom on Presidents Day, they damned well better be red, white and blue!
I know, I could talk news, or Grammys, or about the wealth of lunacy out there - so much of it has happened since the beginning of the new year. I just really don't feel like it today. I'd rather hope for tulips. Or, I was out today, for a very short time. No, I didn't take The Rascal out, he refuses. Just errands that had to be attended to. I froze my butt off, but the sun sure felt good. I'm sort of at a 'primal human being' level, today. So talking about what's happening outside of my current experience, and environment - well I just don't want to. Not about what I'm working on, or what I will be doing later, or anything that seems 'newsy' about me. It's not narcissism, it's more sensory. Does that make sense? I don't want to tell the world that I just finished off a cup of raspberry herbal tea (though... I just did!) because I find it a self-involved triumph; and that I REALLY think you'd care to know about that particular 'news flash'. I just want to acknowledge the real, the simple. From one human to another.
Maybe I am thawing out. I'm getting feeling back in my fingers.
One last celebration of simple: Monday evening, I was looking through an art book and I left it on the coffee table, that night, thinking I would take it back to the studio the next morning. So, yesterday morning, I go through the normal motions... I am having my morning coffee and looking at the newspaper, while sitting on the couch. I get up and thoughtlessly toss my reading glasses.
When I return, I find Mona wearing them. Cracked me up. I know, I know, it doesn't take much. But it made me laugh. I had to take the pic. Once again, simple pleasure.
Maybe I have been doing too much work; maybe I haven't been out in the world enough, of late; maybe I do have cabin fever... but I think when you go through overload, when you get the chance to breathe, you breathe deep. After that breath of (or sigh of) relief, for me, the obvious, the small, the simple, is what I first notice, what I appreciate.
And, you gotta admit, those glasses made a great landing!
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